Solitude, 2015

A video I never thought I’d be able to show anyone.

A short experiment from when I was 19. I had spent the last year in profound loneliness and depression, trying and failing to build new relationships. And very horny, and very frustrated. I filmed myself and improvised while I masturbated, playing with myself and the camera. A single take, no editing. The video is exactly as it came out of the camera on the first try… except from the music which I stole from David Lynch’s Eraserhead.

Bath

Antidepressants can make it impossible to climax, but I thought I’d film myself trying.

And a few more experiments

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